Great quote from Carly's blog:

"...to be perfectly and utterly honest, I've felt quite bitter towards Christians and Christianity as of late. Mostly because everyone who believes the same things I do seem to take to it so much easier than I am able. That may not be true, but it's the way it feels. Perhaps everyone struggles in the same exact ways, but that's not what I see. People can lift their hands and they can whisper affirming 'yes, [God's] and ['amen's] during all the prayers. I can do those things too, but not without thoroughly thinking out every reason I should. Others appear to do things without thinking, without wondering if their actions are a result of how they genuinely feel. Because there are so many things we do that are simply routines that have become just short of meaningless. Not only do the people who practice shallow gestures frustrate me, but also the people who practice pure and honest acts of worship. Just how do they do it?! And why can't I do the same?! The truth is that I can, but I'm not sure how. People will say, 'If you know God's love, then it comes easy to praise Him,' or 'God's grace is enough to humble me.'"

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"Honesty is a hard attribute to find
when we all want to seem like we've got it all figured out
Let me be the first to say that I don't have a clue
I don't have all the answers
Not gonna pretend like I do

"Well I haven't memorized all of the cute things to say
But I'm working on it
Maybe I'll master this art form someday
If I quote all the lines off the top of my head
Would you believe
That I truly understand all these things I've read?" (>>)

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"Don't believe me
when I say
That I've got it down" (>>)