"That is the feeling that follows me everywhere I walk. I have had it since I was very young. It is a voice that says, 'They are out to get you, Schwab. They are just waiting for the opportune moment so they can leap from the shadows and spring upon you.' I never know when the conspiracy will manifest itself, but it is there, lurking and growing among the people who I am supposed to trust the most." (>>) [PDF]